Hello "my" little chickadee. I hope that you are doing well and feeling as comfortable as possible.
I don't really know how to write out this letter..I mean, you and Vera and both on my mind all the time. But you have a piece of me that puts me in constant worry. Alyssa (my best friend and advocating partner) and I looked up all your diagnosis and I discovered that you are in a lot of physical pain. I just want to go rescue you and give you everything you need and deserve. It isn't fair that someone as small and precious as you has to go through so much suffering. I just want you safe and sound. I pray for you and Vera constantly, knowing that God can comfort and hold you both in His never failing arms. But there is always a part of me that want to do so much more. I feel SO helpless.
You need so much and have so little. I know that you have a forever family out there in the world somewhere..the hardest part is finding them and reaching them for you.
I won't ever give up on you, EVER. Whether it takes my whole life, I will find someone who will love you, care for you, kiss you, hug you, rock you to sleep and treat you like the little princess you are.
And goodness girl, I can never write a post or letter to you without tears filling my eyes..you have a special way of always doing that to me. ;)
If someone offered me a ticket to your country and permission to your orphanage, honey I would have been GONE a LONG time ago! I'd do anything to help you and Vera.
Though you are young, frail, tiny and weak, I know that you can get through this...I'm here for you until the day you are with your forever family, safe and sound.
Sorry this letter is a little bit of a rambling mess.....okay maybe a big rambling mess, but my mind is all over the place when I try to write anything about you I end up shouting for help. If only you could know how much I love you baby girl....keep your head up. God's got this and he will carry you and Vera both! <3
